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Archive for June, 2006

The Expected Unexpected

June 30, 2006

If this hasn’t been a week of dating firsts for me, Im unawares as too what would qualify. Given that Ive seen every guy I’ve had a “history” with in the past week, Im offically ready to put my dating rituals on a shelf and become one of those celebate monks in Nepal.
Last night [...]

Rain Rain

June 28, 2006

Its literally pouring outside right now, which isn’t surprising given the amount of rainfall we’ve received the last few days. I enjoy rain, I consider it my catalyst. Anytime its occuring, I become very thought focused. Earlier, I literally sat on the edge of my bed, hands on my cheeks watching the [...]

An Altered View

June 27, 2006

I told myself today that I’d blog, and get out of this horrible rut of posting once a week, or every eight or nine days, like some chore that I must accomplish.  The contrary is that I love blogging, and I simply need to set aside more time, not be so lazy and mundane by [...]

Another Annual Afterthought

June 21, 2006

    So today I turn twenty years old.  I'm offically no longer a teenager.  And part of that makes me smile while the other half shivers slightly.  Wow.  I look back and realize all that has happend in this year for me and the peolple I love that surround me.  This ninteenth year has been [...]

This Sure Ain’t Scrabble

June 14, 2006

So I return, within the same week no less, to whine and complain about yet another deprecative puzzle piece of our culture.  This time I come bearing relationship issues.  Inparticular, the games we play in relationships.
    I had actually wanted to blog about his sunday, but alas the dreadful beating of the New York inhabitant [...]

Hate Crime a No-NO

June 13, 2006

Ok. I've deleted the last three attempts at posting. Seems like my mind is devoid of intellegent thought. This week's events have left no void of topics to rant about. So I'm just gonna "take the plunge". (lol)
Saturday night Kevin Aviance, a popular gay singer, was brutally attacked in New [...]

I Should’ve Been Born a Lesbian ;)

June 4, 2006

The title has no real significance, just seems that no matter how much, lesbians tend to make the best friends. Thats why I have my own collection.
So, in diverging from the path of my previous, over analytical and deprecative blogs about me and my depressive bouts, instead I leave you with a funny anecdote [...]