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Archive for July, 2006

Living A Nighttime Drama

July 29, 2006

In this whirlwind of subjectiveness that is my life, I had yet experience another one of those situations taht I’d heard so much about before my dating life even began. The previous night, I was out, with a bunch of gay and lesbian friends, boozing, laughing, having a great time. Everyone was getting [...]

Letting Down Those Walls

July 24, 2006

Today, for nearly three hours I was verging on tears. For the first time in nearly six years, the wieght of everything that I encounter had finally taken it’s toll, and I nearly broke down. Thats huge for me, and step in a positive direction.
This lets me know, that I’m finally letting my [...]

To You

July 23, 2006

He’s amazing folks.
Thats all.

I Want Want Wanna Be In Love, For Real

July 17, 2006

I have experienced one of the best weekends of my life, which may not fit the diagram of an average weekend, but the entire time felt like a vacation, sorely needed, yet drastically joyful.
I met someone, someone amazingly fantastic. Someone who makes me smile. A guy who seems to know me so [...]

Remember the Spice Girls?

July 7, 2006

Seriously, recall that five girl group of fun loving, and admittedly gay-magnet vamps that ruled the pop charts for what seemed like forever? During my multi-mile jog today, those buxom divas flipped on the shuffle with that wild song “wannabe”. Music always does this to me, but suddenly I was thrown back to [...]

Maybe There Is More To Life

July 3, 2006

The course of the last four or five days have left me in a relative stupor. I’m so amazed that life can take that simple left hook and suddenly everything can seem so much more positive and alive. Suddenly I cant stop smiling. And people notice. Aggrivating to a degree, [...]