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My Long Awaited Return (I suppose)

November 13, 2006

So, yea. I know, Ive been absent for quite a while. Nearly 2 months since my last post. I feel like I’ve let some people down, in a way. Yet the reasons are there why I haven’t been writing. And not to mention, a few drastic movements in my life.
-Since [...]

Begin Rant

August 4, 2006

I want to feel normal. I want to be accepted.
I’ve become sickenly frustrated with the majority of the Jacksonville population the past couple of days, and its desparingly not going to improve at all, any time soon.
I spent the past four days with Mark, doing the amiable thingst that couples do, meeting me for [...]

The Expected Unexpected

June 30, 2006

If this hasn’t been a week of dating firsts for me, Im unawares as too what would qualify. Given that Ive seen every guy I’ve had a “history” with in the past week, Im offically ready to put my dating rituals on a shelf and become one of those celebate monks in Nepal.
Last night [...]

You’ve been forwarned

May 25, 2006

I'm having one of those "unpredictable" evenings. The kind where for some reason, you plan nothing, eat almost anything in sight, and sulk. For some reason, for doing so well for so many weeks with my self confidence and my new life mantra, taking a step back like this almost seems childish. [...]