So I feel like I’m totally getting better at not coming off as such an arrogant asshole.
I know, from that you read her normally, you would think that I’d be this totally approachable person, but this is definitely not the case. Many, many people have slipped past my “friend” radar, because I apparently give [...]
The other day, I was working diligently at my desk the other day. My IPOD just shuffling away, and myself jamming out. Its a well known fact here in the office that if the right song hits at the right moment, I will dance in my chair. But this particular post isn’t about my seated [...]
Totally distracted. Lately, with all my habitual hectic happenings (oh you know you liked that :-p) this blog has seemingly been placed upon my shelf, in the dark must back with the likes of horrible Christmas gifts.
I keep saying that I blame (well, blame is strong…..but you get the point) a multitude of things, [...]
In this whirlwind of subjectiveness that is my life, I had yet experience another one of those situations taht I’d heard so much about before my dating life even began. The previous night, I was out, with a bunch of gay and lesbian friends, boozing, laughing, having a great time. Everyone was getting [...]
Today, for nearly three hours I was verging on tears. For the first time in nearly six years, the wieght of everything that I encounter had finally taken it’s toll, and I nearly broke down. Thats huge for me, and step in a positive direction.
This lets me know, that I’m finally letting my [...]
I have experienced one of the best weekends of my life, which may not fit the diagram of an average weekend, but the entire time felt like a vacation, sorely needed, yet drastically joyful.
I met someone, someone amazingly fantastic. Someone who makes me smile. A guy who seems to know me so [...]
The course of the last four or five days have left me in a relative stupor. I’m so amazed that life can take that simple left hook and suddenly everything can seem so much more positive and alive. Suddenly I cant stop smiling. And people notice. Aggrivating to a degree, [...]
If this hasn’t been a week of dating firsts for me, Im unawares as too what would qualify. Given that Ive seen every guy I’ve had a “history” with in the past week, Im offically ready to put my dating rituals on a shelf and become one of those celebate monks in Nepal.
Last night [...]
Its literally pouring outside right now, which isn’t surprising given the amount of rainfall we’ve received the last few days. I enjoy rain, I consider it my catalyst. Anytime its occuring, I become very thought focused. Earlier, I literally sat on the edge of my bed, hands on my cheeks watching the [...]
I told myself today that I’d blog, and get out of this horrible rut of posting once a week, or every eight or nine days, like some chore that I must accomplish. The contrary is that I love blogging, and I simply need to set aside more time, not be so lazy and mundane by [...]
