Back Again I Suppose

I always find blogging for the first time in months to be such an odd experience.  I feel like I’m not familiar enough with the blog to be in a talkative post mood yet I hate that I always feel like I am just penning another “update” set. 
 I actually am very upset with how I [...]

The Night I Cried

I cried the hardest I’ve ever cried Saturday night, outright.  Drunk, tired or rather exhausted, and distraught, I felt my heart ache.  It’s really strange, as younger gay men, how much we discern certain aspects of our livelihoods.  I’ve never had to deal with what I had to last Saturday.  And with all the talk, [...]

I’m Hung Up

The other day, I was working diligently at my desk the other day.  My IPOD just shuffling away, and myself jamming out.  Its a well known fact here in the office that if the right song hits at the right moment, I will dance in my chair.  But this particular post isn’t about my seated [...]

New Era

I have a new job. 
I know, wierd.  No longer a Gap employee.
Yet isn’t it kind of funny sometimes, how sudden life can change.  For instance here I sit, at a desk at a high volume insurance company, blogging.  Only, its not just a one time thing.  This is my new occupation.  Wierd.  Its still seems foreign saying (typing [...]

Quite Possibly the most perfect Christmas Could Ever…

Yea, I bawled.  Mark, his family and I celebrated Christmas here two days early for a multitude of reasons.  I wont be here, due to the demands of family.  Which I dont mind, I need to spend time with them too, Christmas is about family and love in the end.  Mark leaves for South Carolina [...]

Some Explanations

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This week has been a drastic series of ups and downs for me. For some reason, I can’t get things to settle down. It’s quite a suspensful time right now, what with the garbage school has been putting me through, or at least the process of getting my financial aid approved. However, [...]

My Long Awaited Return (I suppose)

So, yea. I know, Ive been absent for quite a while. Nearly 2 months since my last post. I feel like I’ve let some people down, in a way. Yet the reasons are there why I haven’t been writing. And not to mention, a few drastic movements in my life.
-Since [...]

Totally

Totally distracted. Lately, with all my habitual hectic happenings (oh you know you liked that :-p) this blog has seemingly been placed upon my shelf, in the dark must back with the likes of horrible Christmas gifts.
I keep saying that I blame (well, blame is strong…..but you get the point) a multitude of things, [...]

Living A Nighttime Drama

In this whirlwind of subjectiveness that is my life, I had yet experience another one of those situations taht I’d heard so much about before my dating life even began. The previous night, I was out, with a bunch of gay and lesbian friends, boozing, laughing, having a great time. Everyone was getting [...]

Letting Down Those Walls

Today, for nearly three hours I was verging on tears. For the first time in nearly six years, the wieght of everything that I encounter had finally taken it’s toll, and I nearly broke down. Thats huge for me, and step in a positive direction.
This lets me know, that I’m finally letting my [...]